Well, fuck!

That’s what I said when I read my most recent email from Dr. Y’s nurse:

“YOU DAY 3 LAB WORK CAME BACK AND THE RESULTS SHOW AND ELEVATED FSH AND THE AMH IS LESS THATN 0.03. IT WOULD BE BEST IF YOU CAME IN AND HAD AN APPOINTMENT WITH DR Y. I WILL NOT HAVE ANY APPOINTMENTS UNTIL AFTER YOU RETURN FROM EUROPE. PLEASE CALL ME AT xxx-xxx–xxxx SO THAT WE CAN SCHEDULE AN APPOINTMENT”

Yes, she writes her emails all in caps like that, as if I needed any more reason to feel alarmed.

My AMH is less than 0.03. I didn’t know the test measured amounts that low.

In what feels like another lifetime, I once wrote a long post about what AMH (and FSH and estradiol) mean for fertility.

Here’s a summary of my results the four times I’ve taken these tests. Prior to yesterday, 0.17 ng/mL was the lowest AMH of anyone I know in real life (including my Resolve support group).

  1/26/13 5/4/13 4/24/15 10/8/16
estradiol (E2) 24.6 pg/mL 27.2 pg/mL 23 pg/mL 20 pg/mL
follicle stimulating hormone (FSH) 13.7 mIU/mL 13.5 mIU/mL 9.7 mIU/mL 17.7 mIU/mL
anti-Mullerian hormone (AMH) 0.17 ng/mL 0.22 ng/mL 0.31 ng/mL <0.03 ng/mL

 

I’m feeling pretty hopeless at the moment.

At least I get to go to Rome on Sunday.

Old procrastinating reneger

I have a confession to make. I’ve been procrastinating from writing a sequel to my post on Supplements. I’m long overdue on an entry about antioxidants (a category that includes most of the pills I’m taking).  I’ve been working on it off and on for a few weeks, but just can’t seem to find the motivation to finish it!

In place of that post (for now), here are a few odds and ends:

1)      I forgot to mention that Dr. Y gave me copies of all my medical records at my appointment on Monday. I had asked for these to send to CCRM in advance of my upcoming phone consultation. Of course, I couldn’t resist the temptation to read the records in detail. Most of it seemed run-of-the mill but I noticed two things that caught me off guard. The first was that I was listed as having a diagnosis of “secondary infertility”. I thought this term referred to people who already had one or more kids. Does one early miscarriage really mean I don’t qualify as “primary infertility”? The other surprise was that the embryology report listed me as having “Advanced Maternal Age”. I’m 34. I thought I had at least a few more months before graduating to the “Advanced Maternal Age” club. I did a Google search and learned that apparently the definition applies to women who are 35 or older at the time of childbirth. So apparently I do belong…assuming I ever get pregnant. I feel old! (No offense…)

2)      AF arrived today, making this a whopping 18-day cycle. (Has anybody else had such a short cycle after egg retrieval?) Anyway, that leads me to believe that my fertility monitor was actually working properly, and I didn’t ovulate this month. We’ll try natural IUI again next month…

3)      I planned poorly and just realized that I am going to be a bad ICLW-er this week. Tomorrow we’re leaving for a camping trip to Pinecrest in northern California. I just learned that they don’t have WiFi or reliable cell service, so I’m probably not going to be able to blog or comment until I get back next Wednesday. I’ve been trying to ‘bank’ lots of extra comments in the first half of the week, but I still feel like a schmuck for reneging on my commitment… Sorry!

Have a great week everybody!